I am so frakkin PMSy right now. Technically, my period is due tomorrow. But since I have missed two of them in the past nine months, I am not positive I will get it. I am hormonal! I keep having hot flashes. Can you die of those? I get super-duper hot, all of a sudden. I mean, sweat pours down me like water. And I can’t get cooled down when it happens! I have stripped down to nothing and turned the ceiling fan on high and laid on the bed and it doesn’t help! It takes me about 30 minutes to recover. Once in a while, when it happens, I feel dizzy and a little nauseous. I don’t know if that is regular or a quirk made just for me. I am so cranky!!!
Anyway. Yeah. we have company coming this evening to play D&D. Everyone will be a man except me. Sometimes I am not compatible with the male sense of humor. Perhaps especially when I am PMSing. My house is a wreck. It is often mostly messy, but kind of just lived in looking. BUt right now it is worse. the kids have crap everywhere. I have stacks of unsorted mail and papers and shit that I need to organise. I have school stuff all over the place that I need to go through and decide what I have to keep for next semester and what I can trash. My kitchen needs sweeping. The stove top needs cleaning.
I haven’t stuck to my planned menus as well as I had hoped. I started out well. I put on the dry pintos to cook for refried beans on Thursday and I burned them. It has all been downhill from there. We are having the chili tonight, but I haven’t made salads yet and so we are super short on veggies this meal. I failed to cook twice this week and I only allow myself once for that. Spending too much money on eating out. ARGH
I don’t know. I just want to kick something. And bite someone. And growl. And be ALONE. In the cool. But it is spring and only going to get warmer. I live in a house with four other people. It scares the kids when I growl. Biting is not allowed. And neither is kicking.
Being a woman sucks.